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hmmm [Dec. 22nd, 2006|10:05 pm]
fundamentalist
you work so hard to be in with the people you care about, then you have to leave, and the hardest part to realize is that now that youve gone, your not in nemore, your the outcast.
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My Untouchable Love [Apr. 24th, 2006|11:03 pm]
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[mood |morosemorose]
[music |This is called a sensta]

All I ever wanted was the touch,
Of the ever present warmth,
How I miss the sensation,
Of the thing that surpasses life,
The feeling that of my love,
Only can be described as heaven.

Through the gates of heaven,
Is the only place i can find that touch,
For I miss the pain of love,
That utter warmth,
I miss her in my life,
Oh because I miss that sensation.

My hearts has now a new sensation,
One far from heaven,
One of contempt for life,
Where no one can touch,
The soul that has no warmth,
The soul that has lost its love.

I try to find that love,
But the deisire is a forgotten sensation,
Cold over came the warmth,
And thoughts only remain in heaven,
For I have given up on touch,
Yet I have not yet given up on life.

One day I again will have my life,
Again will have my love,
I have hope for anothers touch,
For that undescribable sensation,
Yet I am losing fate in heaven,
From and distance however there is warmth.

And the distant thought of the warmth,
Makes me again belive in life,
I hope there is a place like heaven,
But none will ever feel like I did with my love,
Her soft lips were the greatest sensation,
If only ours would have ever touched.

The warmth of her love,
Was a sensation undescribable in life,
But her touch to me was heaven.
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My Heart Saw Its Missing Half [Jan. 30th, 2006|06:51 pm]
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[mood |Wishing/ Wanting]
[music |The Photo Atlas]

A glimmer of light,
Shines from across the dimmly lit room.
My stomachs in knots,
As i get up to say hello.
She smiles just like id imagined she would,
Something like an angel.
I see our life unfold,
As i stare deep into her soul,
And the discontent that normally fills me,
Is long gone.
And for once my heart,
Finds its other half,
And is whole.
Untill i shake my head,
And realize im still sitting here,
Wishing I wasnt to nervous to go talk to her.
My soul mate,
Across the dining hall.
Finnaly a glimmer of hope,
In a hopeless world.
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The Tale of The Trees [Nov. 6th, 2005|10:13 pm]
fundamentalist
In the oval at school,
There are many trees,
Most tall and gigantic,
Except for one,
Yes it may be as tall,
But is skinny and weak,
Not as Strong.
Sometimes i feel i am that tree,
I can see the same things people see,
Be just as tall,
Fool people into think i am as strong as them,
When the reality is,
Im not,
I am the skinny tree in the oval,
Looking like im about to be pushed over,
But the thing is,
Hopefully im growing strong, larger,
And some day,
Ill be one of the tall gigantic trees,
Instead of the weak one.
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Yet Another Reason to Write [Sep. 5th, 2005|01:00 am]
fundamentalist
Another broken hearted night,
For our hopeless solider,
Alone in this world,
I sit and dream of what it could be like,
To be free again.
The color blue again cloughts my thought,
For it is the greatest cool of all,
Alone in this tiny bit of the world,
I sit and wonder if i can make it,
For doubt is my new demon.
I miss the place where bueaty lays,
The place where i see blue everywhere,
Someone please help,
For my dreams are few and far in between,
And i must dream agian,
Or this heart of mine,
Will fade away in obscurity,
No longer to bread hope,
No longer to bread love,
Just to bread emptyness.
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Lonley Days [Aug. 26th, 2005|06:50 pm]
fundamentalist
Today is another lonely day,
A day where again i am alone,
In an unfarmillar place,
With all who I love,
Somewhere else.

I need someone to save me,
To bring me back,
To the place where i am happy,
With the people i love.

Ill see you soon I hope,
Before i loose my mind once again,
Ill grit my teeth and tough it out,
For i have to make it,
To prove to myself,
That Im worth a damn.
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Yet Another Broken Hearted Life [Jun. 28th, 2005|12:09 am]
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[mood |drainedHeartbroken]
[music |Sad love songs]

Till the day i die,
I will rememeber,
My first true love.
My heart is again sore,
Yet i will survive,
I must,
I always have.

I woke up between memories,
And a dream.
I already miss my muise,
I always will,
Noone will ever replace her.

Yet another broken hearted night,
For the hopless one,
But even in hopelesness,
Between the good and the bad,
The known and unknown,
Still lies some hope.
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Yet Another Head Spinning [Jun. 21st, 2005|05:09 am]
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Yet another late night,
Of spinning into oblivion.
Yet another late night,
Where nothing makes sense.
Yet another late night,
Where I just dont know.
I miss myself,
But he seems to be gone.
Again i feel like alice,
Going down the rabbit hole.
Not knowing if up is down,
Or down is up.
Help me for im losing this game.
help me for im losing myself.
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Dreams [May. 4th, 2005|10:46 pm]
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I miss the days of dreams,
The days when i would lay back in the sun,
And forget it all.
I miss the dreams of love,
Of lust,
Of happiness.
I miss the times i drempt of you,
And what we could have.
I miss the days where it never made sense,
I i could dream up what will happen next.
But today i realize dreams are long past,
The future is now,
And for once in my life,
I have a path to follow,
And it scares me.
I miss the days where i would dream all day long,
Without a care in the world.
My dreams are still there,
But now i have to live,
Nomore in dream land,
But in the real world.
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Long Time Since Ive Seen You [May. 2nd, 2005|04:42 pm]
fundamentalist
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |her voice]

Its been a long time,
Since i found someone.
Its been a long time,
Since ive felt like this.
Its been a long time,
Since my eyes have seen hers.
Its been a long time,
Since ive written.
Its been a long time,
Since i had something to write about.
But now,
I have my muise once again,
And hopefully will have,
Alot more to inspire me,
Because its been a long time,
Since ive seen you.
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